The more dates I go on, the more it draws my thoughts to you
That instant gut reaction
That chemistry that boiled inside me
As I get closer and closer to that date that's going to kill me
That day that was ours for a moment in time
The more I try to push out the thoughts of you
I am fine
I am ready
I am fine
I just keep telling myself
This is where I am meant to be
This is where I am meant to be
She tells me it's okay to feel this way
And to be uneasy
It will happen again
That chemistry
Until then -
I am fine hanging around with mediocre boys
Meeting in bars and through friends
Killing time
Distracting myself
In some form or another, I guess they call this fun